
[from Slavery Gallery at Merseyside Maritime Museum]
So... the House of Representatives has apologized for the enslavement and dehumanizing of African peoples in America and the vicious inequality of Jim Crow. Wow. I'm not sure what to think. I could certainly dovetail into Rep. Steve Cohen's obvious agenda to win votes in his predominately black district in Tennessee on August 7 over his high-profile black running mate Nikki Tinker, or that last year Cohen wanted to become the first white member of the Congressional Black Caucus, but I won't. The apology has been approved, Cohen spearheaded, and let's talk about that.
Rep. Carolyn C. Kilpatrick, the chairwoman of the Congressional Black Caucus, is calling the apology a milestone. Although one hundred and fourty three years since Emancipation and fourty four years since the Civil Rights Act passed, I do believe I agree. Maybe. A federal recognition of enslaving and brutalizing a group of people who were forced to hand over their human rights so this country could profit from cotton, tobacco, indigo, is monumental. Reparations, in my opinion, is a bit far-fetched at this point, but I am interested in how they're going to "rectify the lingering consequences of the misdeeds committed against African-Americans under slavery and Jim Crow". I'm VERY interested in how they're going to work that. Aggressively over-fund the public schools maybe? I wish.
I don't know. American Slavery was like no other [even the House's apology admits that] and the impact it left on the descendants of the survivors is... well, often incomprehensible. And certainly many of us have triumphed and persevered economically and socially [even culturally], but I guess that's not the point I'm making. I guess it's just hard to embrace a belated apology for an institution that for so long humiliated, decimated and labored a group of people to the bone. It's difficult to wrap my logic around a Federal attempt to make amends for an entity that created so much emotional/spiritual turmoil many of us are still struggling to self-identify, let alone find purpose in community.
I'm not singing victim, or ungrateful cynic. I'm just not convinced that a Federal apology has any weight. I'm certainly interested in how they're going to "rectify... ", but in the end the real work must happen at home. We must tell our own stories, retell our own histories, honestly and courageously. We must challenge ourselves and attempt to end the intra-dismissiveness and emotional abuse. We must advocate for stronger policy to correct education and garner stronger leadership.
I guess what I'm really feeling is that I'm good. I know me. I challenge me [and those around me]. I know my history and my present. I'm already on a path toward full "descendant of slaves" recovery, and although I appreciate the Federal apology, it's a bit too late for this brother.
I've attached a link where you can find the Apology Amendment:
http://www.swamppolitics.com/news/politics/blog/2008/07/reparations_slavery_apology_ki.html